...thx....

Last night was a challenge trying to wrap my head around whats going on in my life. But luckliy i had someone there to talk to, to help me see things....and in the words of her "dont stress about it, sounds to me hes there not for love but for the fact he cant do it alone." thanks sounds better when someone else says it ya knw. no one else can ever truly understand what he and i have/had bc no one else has gone through it, yes there have been break ups and all with others but never a child involoved. but in the words of another "people break up for a reason, and it usually doesnt work out the 2nd time around....but you have a child so some lvoe must b ther." Love is there if it wasnt he wouldnt want me over all the time right> and its not about sex bc thats not gonna happen. i would marry him if he asked me, we were supposed to a lil over 4 years ago. im just gonna take girl numba 1s advice and not stress about it. if he calls me fine, txt me fine.....but hes lying to someone which girl is it? me or her> and deep in my heart i hope its her......no that i should wish taht upon her but i cant stand her. oh well enough for today...perhaps more tomorrow or tonight depending on what happens.....