frustrations.....

This past week has been nothing shy of a roller coster ride.....have been talkin with someone and its hard to explain but they want me to come back in a sense and b in their lives and all but at the same time....wont leave what they are with. I feel as tho im being played but not really sure he seems willing to talk but has to last with her bc he cant afford to be on his own financially seeing what all hes in debt with. and says most of the time when the txts are mean and hatefull they are her. im in a rock and a hard place right now bc i want the family i had before but nothings going to be the same. i want him back in my life but i want it for the right reasons......and that hes actually happy with me....and that we can move on from this....but right now i have to deal with the drama she brings to me .....