Tuesday, August 18, 2009
phones..
Today was an odd day to say the least, to me nothing is wrong or maybe everything is. i am really not sure which it is anymore. one phone call changed me today just one well i guess it would be 2, anyways a call from a person tellin me i had a message on my old phone. which was refered to as her phone. maybe that triggered me im not really sure. but when they called back the second time he asked what was wrong when i said nothing why. he clamied that when somethings wrong i talk very quite, me i didnt know that about me at all, why didnt someone tell me sooner?? maybe i am trying to grasp why he torments me so, he can possibly still love me or care so why bother? because we both know each other too well to leave each other alone completly? maybe im just having one of those sad days i dont truly know. and then here he is saying he will talk with me later about it? wtf WHY??? im not ur problem not ur girl so please stop caring like i am. ughh sry just needed a little venting!
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oh gurl i completely understand. i dont understand why guys cant man up and tell it like it is sometimes. in other words ignoring someones feelings DOES NOT give the other person closure nor is it respectful. i am in the same boat. sometimes i wonder why we sometimes talk. even though it is me mostly making the first moves but he seems like he wants to talk to me. i agree if they dont care why should they bother contacting us? why should they bother being nice for that matter!?!? it really can drive someone up a wall.
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