frustrations

I am in a bad mood for one simple reason im frustrated. the room mate is telling me that i am sextually frustrated thats not it at all actually. i am frustrated bc i actually like him and want to get to knw him better and on a more personal level. i wasnt even going for sex at all. ughh boys are fuckin frustrating!!! oh well made some new friends today and i cant wait to start living my life and answer to no one Muahhhhahahahaha.

I guess im cute to lol just everything that i do makes him smile and laugh which makes me frustraed as well because i dont fucking get it at alll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we have to hold back any urges bc we are roomies well fuck that thats stupid if you cant handle being here with me knwin that i like you you like me and we both want something and you cant handle it if we broke up, and still live with me then fine thats ur problem not mine just means that you would have to be a Bigger person and be able to handle it as an adult.


Ughh i just want someone to cuddle with during movies and cold nights. and what do i have to do??? go buy a fucking blanket!!!!!! to keep me warm at night

and then shit its like he reads my mind and brings me my drink lol and then i feel bad bc well im n a pissy mood and its not his fault i just want to fuckin ask him do you not have the same issues? or have you delt with them already??