decisions......

Do you really want to be with him? Is he everything you ever want in a man? Is he who you really want to be with the rest of your life?

All I want to say is that I love you and I will always want to be with you no matter what happens. right now i think that we look at each other as no matter what we will always be together bc of our son. idk i want my family, and i want it with you. I know i messed up but i am willing to make it up to you the rest of my life. Even your brother is telling me that he wont take me back he promises. bc he is to wrapped up in the other girl. i dont want to steal him back but idk how else to get him to be with me....then again maybe i shouldnt be trying. but right now all i can think about is how i dont want to do anything with anyone else just him does this make me crazy ? or unrealistic? idk i have never felt this way about anyone.